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Sinister Desires :iconchainedheart977:chainedheart977 2 0
Literature
Continuous Loop
I wish you could see me as I stare at this blank page
Trying to figure out how to explain
How empty I feel
But how sick too
How my breath comes out so light
But feels so heavy
How my eyes are looking
But not seeing
Mind whirling
Searching for an answer to the problem
Trying to find the reason
And coming up empty
There is no reason
Therefore there is no answer
Nothing to fix
Nothing to understand
Nothing
Without an answer
My brain will keep whirling
My eyes will stay uncomprehending
My emotions will continue to be suppressed
My breath will forever feel heavy
No reason
No answer
No help
Just nothing but unending circles
Stuck in this continuous loop
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Literature
Dying with Darkness
Age will ruin us
because we will grow to experience pain and hate,
we will begin to wonder
if the good outweighs the bad.
The darkness will creep into our souls
and we will hide it away to "protect" ourselves
The darkness will fester,
become infected,
and spread veins of pain throughout our mind,
to our body,
and permeate our soul.
The tar we carry in our hearts will continue to take over
and we will become sickly;
our mind will cloud,
we will become cynical and jaded
We will die with regrets
we will die with unanswered questions
we will die with "what if"s
we may even die by our own hands.
We will die with darkness inside us.
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Mature content
Suicide by Flames :iconchainedheart977:chainedheart977 0 0
Literature
Saving Her
I look around,
Doing a sweep,
Just as I always do,
My eyes stop,
The view before me,
Sends a ping into my heart,
Her smile is too bright,
To artificial,
She hurts,
I gravitate,
Towards this broken and scared girl,
Towards my kin,
Our pain is shared,
She flashes a smile,
Bounces on her heels,
And greets me,
My breath is stolen from me,
As my goal in life becomes clear,
Make her laugh and smile,
Without depression hiding in her eyes,
My pain dissipated,
As I fought to make her laugh,
And when she did,
I genuinely laughed too.
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Literature
Pain in the Soul
Every single day,
Is a walk through hell,
Every single walk,
Leaves damaged foot prints on the soul,
Desperate for contact,
But terrified to lower the shield,
I walk an isolated path,
Depressed,
My memories,
Foggy,
My mind,
Dull,
My footsteps,
Uncertain,
I walk continuously,
Following a dreary routine,
Suicide,
Clear in my thoughts,
I walk,
Broken and scared,
With pain burrowed deep in my soul.
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Death :iconchainedheart977:chainedheart977 1 0
Literature
Charity Fairy
There was a fairy who was very kind and caring,
She twittered and flittered giving charity to the world with her dust…
Until they said “enough!”,
Forgotten and forlorn,
She slept for ages,
And when she awoke,
She awoke in cages,
The fairies were gone and man had taken their place,
As she made her escape,
she vowed to make the world a better place,
So once again she set out to spread her dust,
And this time when they cried out “enough!”,
She ignored their wishes and continued to give them dishes of dust,
Knowing full well that,
It could never be enough.
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Literature
Depression
Going through everyday in a haze,
Walking around as if nothing's wrong,
Even tricking myself at times,
Devising plans to make me want to get up,
Instead of curling in a ball,
Till I wither away,
No end it sight,
No end without people to hurt,
Walking through the day like a zombie,
"Fake it till you make it",
But that implies,
That I'll make it one day.
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Literature
Secrets
The more secrets I keep to myself,
The easier it will be,
To distance myself from you,
Maybe this way,
You won't get hurt,
Maybe you'll finally see,
...You don't need me,
See that I'm empty,
That if I'm to heal,
I don't need the fights,
The pain,
The guilt,
...The jealousy,
I don't need any of it,
I need a clean slate,
And so do you.
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Rocky Shores by chainedheart977 Rocky Shores :iconchainedheart977:chainedheart977 6 1 Adorable Little Sanderling by chainedheart977 Adorable Little Sanderling :iconchainedheart977:chainedheart977 8 0 Reflectig Hues by chainedheart977 Reflectig Hues :iconchainedheart977:chainedheart977 5 0 Squawking by chainedheart977 Squawking :iconchainedheart977:chainedheart977 4 0 Rainbow Ring by chainedheart977 Rainbow Ring :iconchainedheart977:chainedheart977 3 0 Monarch Catapillar by chainedheart977 Monarch Catapillar :iconchainedheart977:chainedheart977 5 0

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cold foggy morning by awjay cold foggy morning :iconawjay:awjay 57 8 Waterfront View. by Sparkle-Photography Waterfront View. :iconsparkle-photography:Sparkle-Photography 208 43 It Has Begun. by Sparkle-Photography It Has Begun. :iconsparkle-photography:Sparkle-Photography 131 14
Literature
Light of Life
I wasn't always this way, you know.
With the coals in my eyes sending off
spectacular sparks and the
warm glow of love
spreading
f  l  o  w  i  n  g . . .
and ablaze throughout my world.
There was a time
long ago
when my mind couldn't
light the fire.
Dim and dank
was my depression.
Dark and dreary
was the deluge
within myself.
Ah!
But to finally hear the
crackling explosives of acceptance!
Almost deafening,
almost dubious!
Actually real.
There is no longer any need for impugn.
As I am now among my inferno.
And with it every flame is a friend,
my hope a hearth,
and I have now become
the Light of Life.
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:iconthe-sprite-lady:The-Sprite-Lady 20 20
Literature
Tricks of the Light
One cannot place their own
hands behind their own back to
drown themselves.
Nor can we feel stones
that we aim at ourselves.
But damn it all;
we certainly do try.
Illusions in reflection pools,
that's all we seem to be.
Waves of cracked glass
underneath our skulls
and eyelids.
We cry prisms and then
reflect all light back into
our own eyes.
It's sometimes safer to be blind
instead of finding a bright side.
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Maghera by lotrdeana17 Maghera :iconlotrdeana17:lotrdeana17 9 2 Rainy Days. by OliviaMichalski Rainy Days. :iconoliviamichalski:OliviaMichalski 231 36 Dancing with the Fireflies. by OliviaMichalski Dancing with the Fireflies. :iconoliviamichalski:OliviaMichalski 319 44 Dusk. by OliviaMichalski Dusk. :iconoliviamichalski:OliviaMichalski 248 27 When the Summer ends. by OliviaMichalski When the Summer ends. :iconoliviamichalski:OliviaMichalski 230 19 Let the Mind flow. by OliviaMichalski Let the Mind flow. :iconoliviamichalski:OliviaMichalski 319 34 Dacelo noveguineae - The Laughing Kookaburra by OliviaMichalski Dacelo noveguineae - The Laughing Kookaburra :iconoliviamichalski:OliviaMichalski 204 27 Happiness is just around the corner. by OliviaMichalski Happiness is just around the corner. :iconoliviamichalski:OliviaMichalski 180 23 Lonely in a forest. by OliviaMichalski Lonely in a forest. :iconoliviamichalski:OliviaMichalski 195 13 *** by OliviaMichalski *** :iconoliviamichalski:OliviaMichalski 223 34 Noriko Sonozaki Base 2 by C0ffeespills Noriko Sonozaki Base 2 :iconc0ffeespills:C0ffeespills 59 2

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Okay, so I'll make a poem that follows your subject for 10 pts. You can be as spacific as you want to be or just tell me a word you want it to center around and you can tell me if you want it to be short or long. One thing, it has to be free verse or an ode, I can't do anything else and still look at it with satisfaction.

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Sapphy Heart
United States
I love the country and would go back if I had the chance. Now I spend my time writing, reading and drawing. I am nice to you if your nice to me unless I belive you have malicious intent.

I'd like to take note that if I fav your work and you post a thank you, my reply is no problem, if I'm faving your work that means that it's beautiful and no thanks are required. It's just Really akward when I reply MONTHS later to a comment you probrably don't even remember. I wish I could do what I used to do and go through everyone who comments favs and watches gallery's but sadly I'm so busy nowadays and I have to do everything on my temperamental computer, it's REALLY unreliable, I feel like dirt because my group has been neglected and my stories are on indefinite hiatus because of it.

Ethier way I Love You All and Goodluck at dodging the curve balls life throws your way.

I am now online at Wattpad for my stories (It's easier than DA), I'm still useing an alias but it's Anouska Byrd not Sapphy Heart, and my username is still chainedheart977. Check it out and tell me what you think!
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I can't even tell you the pride I feel every time someone favorites a work of mine. I just want to say thank you for such a big thing in a big way. :D

Here Are the Top Six People who have shown their support in favs in the last two weeks:
1.) :iconiriscup: -10 favs- like oh my gosh, you are by far the most supportive person I've ever met. Thank you so much for showing your support, I don't think I could ever convey just how much that means to me, my heart soars every time I see your approval on a work of mine. Love 
Her most favorited work is Orange Drop by iriscup I believe, I can't be sure but this is the first photo that appears when you type her name in the search bar. It is also in my favorites because it is a truly extraordinary capture. 

2.) :iconflower-of-art: , :iconjcdragonflies: , and :iconlaura78687: -7 favs- Thank you so much, you really boosted my self esteem! Without your support these past two weeks I'd really wonder why I was still submitting, perhaps I'd have given up submitting photographs. I'm really grateful that you took the time to look at my artwork and favorite it! My unending thanks Hug 
Flower-of-Art's most favored work is I like this sunflower, it is one nice sunflower. by Flower-of-Art 
jcdragonflies' most favored work is    Rose Petals 32 by jcdragonflies
Laura78687's most favored work is  Sour cherry by Laura78687


3.) :icongelu509: and :iconpajunen: -5 favs- I hope to see both of you around more often (no this is not me telling you to fav my work), note me sometime I'd really like to get to know more about people who like the same things I do! Thank you so much for supporting me and my art, I'm glad I've managed to capture the world if a way that makes you pause, even if it's only for a few seconds. :D (Big Grin) 
Gelu0509's most favored work is     1035 by Gelu509
Pajunen's most favored work is not clear, but  Asakusa by Pajunen has 2,000+ likes and I seriously suggest you check out the rest of his work too.

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That sinister desire pulls at me,
Bends my will,
Whispers beautiful nothings in my ear,

My heart aches,
My fingers twitch,
My whole body wants to reach out,

The mere thought of its touch,
Oh gods,
The things we could do together,

A phantom moan builds in my throat,
My breath becomes heavy,
Cotton fills my mind,

I can't think straight,
Can barely breathe,
While I wait for it to ground me,

I can feel every caress of the cold metal,
I can feel every catch on my skin,
My breath shudders out from within me,

Again,
Again,
Ride the high.

April 15th, 2017
~Chanedheart977
I wish you could see me as I stare at this blank page
Trying to figure out how to explain
How empty I feel
But how sick too

How my breath comes out so light
But feels so heavy

How my eyes are looking
But not seeing

Mind whirling
Searching for an answer to the problem
Trying to find the reason
And coming up empty

There is no reason
Therefore there is no answer
Nothing to fix
Nothing to understand
Nothing

Without an answer
My brain will keep whirling
My eyes will stay uncomprehending
My emotions will continue to be suppressed
My breath will forever feel heavy

No reason
No answer
No help

Just nothing but unending circles
Stuck in this continuous loop
Age will ruin us
because we will grow to experience pain and hate,
we will begin to wonder
if the good outweighs the bad.

The darkness will creep into our souls
and we will hide it away to "protect" ourselves
The darkness will fester,
become infected,
and spread veins of pain throughout our mind,
to our body,
and permeate our soul.

The tar we carry in our hearts will continue to take over
and we will become sickly;
our mind will cloud,
we will become cynical and jaded

We will die with regrets
we will die with unanswered questions
we will die with "what if"s
we may even die by our own hands.

We will die with darkness inside us.

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Suicide by flames,
People are still in here,
They’ll die too,
Others will miss me,
Stompping out the flames,

It’s silent,
The thoughts creep up to fill up the absence,
Burrowing under your skin,
Into your mind,
Your heart,
Your soul,
You light the match once more,

Your eyes are lit with the heated glow of fire,
The inferno burns before you,
And so does the desperation,

The first licks of pain,
Touch your skin,

Pain,

Pain,

But it less hurtful on the outside,
Than in your mind,

Your body is consumed,
Your house is gone,
Your life is extinguished,
Your family burned with you,
Your friends weep for you,

Your depression laughs victoriously.

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awjay Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2017
Thank you for the faving...
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awjay Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2017
Thank you for the faving....
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chainedheart977 Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2017
:)
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Sparkle-Photography Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the :+fav:'s. :) :heart:
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chainedheart977 Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2017
No problem :)
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haimohayon Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2016
Thank you for the fave !!!!!
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JocelyneR Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2016
Thank you kindly for the faves, Sapphy!   :hug:  :iconflyingheartsplz:
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Sparkle-Photography Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the :+fav:'s. :) :heart:
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MarvickSands Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2016  Hobbyist
Fav fella (Badge) by Ehsartem THANK YOU!
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katsumoto82 Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2016
Thanks :D
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